I’m finding myself in a transition period in some aspects of life. I'm having to learn to trust even without understanding. Alece wrote about this in her post yesterday and I had not even realized that the changes I'm sensing right now are requiring trust without understanding. I even thought to myself yesterday afternoon that I wish God would just write directions on the wall and in plain English. I’d rather not have to find a translator.
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Matthew 6:26
I have such peace at times that I know it is God given but then situations arise and that peace is shaken and doubts creep in. Sometimes loneliness can make shadows seem larger than they really are.
So I take deep breaths. Letting go of the frustrations and giving all the hurts to him. Reminding myself there is peace in his promises. Even though I can’t see how He is working it out knowing I can trust. Taking deep breaths until I can understand.